Anathema Prep Mods

no one cares when you are wrong, but i've been at this far too long, to act like that when we should be in perfect harmony.
( !!! )

So. I got decked.

Local kids don't like us Ashbury lot. Unless it was just me.


.private.

I don't know what to do. My therapist tells me to make friends and connect with people but I'm so fucking scared all the time. I keep Jude's scarf at the end of the bed and I can't bring myself to touch it but I can't look away from it. I take one step forward and five back. I haven't been out of my room since the incident and I don't plan on doing so either. I thought I'd forget how it felt to be that scared, and all he did was take off his coat...

Times like these I wish Clayton had left me.

I haven't seen him around much this year. I wonder if no longer being roomates means our friendship is over.

I'd regret it if it did.

./private.


LA: Thank you for pancakes. I hope you're okay.

everything is fucked.